For me the best time to thing about someting its in the middle of the night like this. when i am the one who's awake. I can see everything clearly. I know its unhealthy life but i've nothing to do. i just cant stop thinking about something and it push me up to always think.

Juat in one month later i would say "Hello my collegy world" I dont know..... sometimes i think "The high school moment always the best for everyone" but now we're counting the months to leave the high school time. to much memories who's can make me cry, happy, mad and everything's unforgattable

The love bird, the brutallity. the happiness, the madness. Im not ready to leave it. but i was wrong cause i left it first since 7 months ago. I-AM-VERY-UPSET. now im totally learned with anything that i've done and i feel more mature its because me and all my friends who's support me either with a good or bad ways. whatever.

And i would be a college girl first than all of my friends. sometimes i have to walk in the past to know everything or maybe must through the pain first to know how to be a better person? the bad times doesnt matter you havent a good times. cause a good times its so unpredictable.